우리의 마음 외부의 목소리를 듣지 않아, 내가 당신을 안내하자 Let me guide you, don't listen to the voices outside our hearts. 배낭을 싸서 멀리 이동, 나는 멀리 당신의 마음을 할게요 Pack your backpack and go far away, I'll take your heart away. 난 당신이 어디에서든지 당신은 내가 갈 수 있도록지도합니다. I'll lead you anywhere you let me to go. 의 당신과 나는 단지 우리가 우리 자신의 낙원을 찾을 경우처럼 어딘가에 잃어버린하자. Let's get lost somewhere you and I only like where we find our own paradise. 의는 낯선 사람에게 인사하자 그들이 우리를 알고하지 말자. Let's say hello to the strangers and let them not to know us. 그들의 이야기를하지만 우리 말하지 말아 보자. Let them tell their stories but don't tell ours.
나는 당신이 원하는 것처럼 당신에게 행복을주고 스트레스를 제거하기 위해 여기입니다.I am here to give you happiness like you wish and remove your stress. 아니, 약물 아닙니다. No, I am not drugs. 나는 뜨거운 화창한 날과 폭우에서 당신을 숨겨 것이다. I'll sheltered you from hot sunny day and heavy rain. 아니, 난 우산 아닙니다. No, I am not an umbrella. 나는 당신의 소원을 성취 할 것이다. I'll fulfil your wishes. 아니, 내가 공상의 당신의 부분 아닙니다, 요정 아닙니다. No, I am not a genie, I am not your part of phantasy. 나는 진짜입니다. I am real.
그들의 것들로 우리의 배낭을 작성하게하지 마십시오. Don't let them fill our backpack with their things. 그들이 우리에게지도를 해주지 말라. Dont let them give us maps. 그들에게 우리가 무엇을하고 있는지에 대해 알려하지 마십시오. Don't let them know about what we are doing. 그들에게 우리가 기분이 알려하지 마십시오. Don't let them know what we are feeling. 그들에게 우리가 무엇을보고 알게하지 마십시오. Don't let them know what we are seeing. 그들에게 우리의 방향을 알려하지 마십시오. Don't let them know our directions. 그들에게 우리가 그들에 대해 생각을 알려하지 마십시오. Don't let them know what we are thinking about them. 그들은 그들 자신의 설명을 만들 수 있도록 다른 사람들에게 말할 것이다. They will tell other people to let them create their own descriptions. 설명은 비현실적이다. The description is unreal. 그들은 자신의 상상, 환상의 우리에 대한 자신의 이야기를하고 있습니다. They are making up their own imagination, their talk about us is a fantasy. 하나만이 아닌 실제 그들은이다. The only one is not real, they are. 그래서 그들의 상상력이 우리를 제어 할 수 없습니다. So don't let their imagination control us.
I told I would be worry if one day I'll never can talk so openly like this because scared that gap between us getting larger. This morning, please let me tell you something that maybe will shock you and I'm ready for any feedback I'll get.
I don't want to know your feeling. I just want you to love me. Please teach me how to feel in love and making me more calm and happier every each day. Love me as a bestfriend, a lover or anything you describe me to be. Maybe I sound ridiculous, but I start to believe in people again. I know we're not gonna going to a happy ending, but let's just start it. If it's something bad, then it's not an ending. Let's restart again happily.
From now on, I'll be honest to my self and you. About us. Just let me trust you. Because I promise to give you a smile that you'll never have.
I don't know how they're met. But I bet for their happiness at the end. Though have no clue for what's up straight. I meet them on my way back to God, where that path is belonging to my lonely world. I see them fight, make up, argue and fight for each other's. But I always ask, did love need that kind of emotional things?
I have my trip always trap on my own mind so this time I decide to go with none of my business on it. I don't want only to feel in love with strange place and people. I want to also feel the odd of being an audience of a show that I can't even understand where's the interest on it. I go to accompany her to visit his house, in the small peaceful village and there where I should write about them.
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Yes, they do need. She loves him too much so that she conquers him to not let him self doing anything wrong, on his side. Anything dangerous, anything useless and anything makes her worry. Even e did much lies, makes her cry out. But there I can find something makes me feel awkward, how could they still be together? He haven't tell her where he goes, she doesn't let him to go anywhere outside after dark. He's not a kid anymore. that's why he's not a kid anymore. No rule, nothing tied the freedom of adult. Why he keep doing such as fool things? Something that he know it is useless for him t do and not his time anymore. That when she scolds him, he goes stoned heart. He's a man, he's an ego. Nobody can defeat man's ego.
She has to lie to him anytime he ask her where she'd gone. She's going outside, with her friends. Mingle and bounding into the society. Also does that for professionalism sometime. I accompany her. She did sincerely, there's no doubt for doing as a reason to cheat him behind. Why he keeps being insanely jealous? Why boys keep make a girl cry out? She. Only. Can. Cry.
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They keep making love. It's still on the road. They will keep doing it again, across the blues. Apart and greeting again like first love. They can be rude but can be very sweet at the very bipolar acts. Shout out rude words and flirting into each heart's. Sometime doing confession of sins. Be imprisoned by let not to talk to anyone or being a fool and act like a misery child then laught out loud when found out it is very funny to tease each other's.
The world is belong to someone who falls in love. Put them selves on fire and shoot the gun to the opposites, who try to defeat. Even-tough, it's a parent. They will never care about.
Then, where will it lead to? Let's read them. from page to page. And let them being what they are and what they will be. We are just audience and not the part of love story. We should create our own book, one day.
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